Meshing
enmeshing,
merging
infusing
life's liberty
to be musing
on the unity within myself
sovereign by choosing
these thoughts
this music
this wave of visions brought
my conviction
a firmly held belief or opinion.
"his conviction that the death was no accident" synonyms: belief, opinion, view, thought, persuasion, idea, position, stance, article of faith "his political convictions"
my article of faith
this memory now releasing
expressing my experience of expanding
a seed ....i could not come to peace with ....
to my knees
a boy, manning
a ship that pulled the seas from under my ship
i was pulling my sails and felt the currents at the the above below breeze
suddenly within a moments time the crashing of home, family, love, faith, charity, trust, collapse collide to swallowing the dazed ......oh this to my sacred seeds
sacred
i planted 43 years ago
one dark moment i planted 10,000 seeds of lights
to open ...pandora's box of horrific, and sweet memories delights
one dark moment we all have em
many more than would care to share
intuition vision an insistence to be free, and brave
to be a man that might be willing to walk his convictions after the rage
burnt down every false idea, or reason
to come into autumn and embrace this prescious moment of instant ascensions
in this thanks of seasons
( Storm ) replaces ship that pulled the seas
i am free to be me
authentic
a shelter unto myself
in this fragility of moving ambiguities
i become supple, softer, more sincere,
after witnessing the pains, of their fates, and choices, and the man ahead of me buys a rum bottle, rice krispies treats, and donuts 11 am ? lunch ???
and winter comes in the winds
oh dear
the lights of my salvation head south ...the arc bends
the new moon swoons me clear
to be at unison no matter ...what my imagination sends
air is a good view in the skies above the doubts and fears
November 11, 2015
11/11, 7:17pm