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Toxi's avatar
May 3Edited

AY-fucking-men James. You just recited my life to a T. Including our son but not my first-born, our daughter. She hasn't spoken a word to us since 2021.

Because?

Pronouns.

Because?💉 I did it for my "Homies".

Because?

Because?

Because she has mental issues and I am learning to stop blaming myself.

Forgive me Lord for I knew not what I did.

💞

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Toxi's avatar

P. S. God bless you. 💖🙏🏻

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JamesDuff's avatar

God Bless you too 💟☺️🤠

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Jayna Dinnyes's avatar

James, you sound like you grew up in a similar time frame! Never heard about eating peas with a fork though. However, my mistaken mother often made me eat pork/beef liver which I won't go near today. She said, "It's GOOD for you!" I then wanted to say, "No, it isn't!" but did not know why. I later learned that livers of animals are the filters of the bodies that can be filled with toxins. IMPO (In My Prayerful Opinion!) no one should eat any liver. We are being deceived (LIED TO!) about so many things! The most deceptive may be Christianity which says it's the Bible faith. It's deities are the names of pagan idols like Lord which is the Hebrew meaning of the idol name Baal. The O.T. prophet Elijah (EliYah) which means "My Elohim, Mighty One, is Yah.) fought and prevailed against the prophets of Baal (Lord.) A remnant (the sealed ones in Revelation 14) still believe in Yahweh The Creator of EVERYTHING! and in His Son Yahshua The Messiah Who is returning VERY SOON! HalleluYah! Hebrew: "Praise ye Yah!" 🙏 ETERNAL LIFE BLESSINGS FOR YAHWEH'S SAINTS! 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

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Toxi's avatar
May 4Edited

Do "God* how it feels right to you in your own heart. I think that's the answer?

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Jayna Dinnyes's avatar

Dear One, it is the Creator that made us "and not we ourselves." Does it make sense to open HIS guide book for us? The BIBLE = The Best Instructions Before Leaving Earth!

My counsel? PRAY NOW to Father Yahweh The Creator of EVERYTHING! asking to believe in Him and His Son Yahweh The Messiah for your SALVATION and EVERLASTING LIFE! 🙏 THEY will give you internal peace! Shalom in THEM! I post publicly on MeWe.

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Toxi's avatar
May 4Edited

Perhaps I'm blasphemous? I don't know. I do not go to church or go for organized religion or any kind of group- think mindset.

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JamesDuff's avatar

God measures your heart. I’ve haven’t gone to church in awhile. I am reading scripture daily, pray, conversations w Jesus, Holy Spirit

God almighty ongoing. Pretty sure we have direct access always. Church is good for companionship support.

I do want to find a church.

Hope you find peace with God 🙏🤠

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